Electro Barbie

>_

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 16:09:35 GMT

So i hit that point where i dont give a fuck anymore.

Mhmm.
Fuck it all. :]

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 02:56:48 GMT

Fucking January for sure!!

XD

I can't fucking waittttt. <3333333

Ara <3

My Dream.

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 21:12:26 GMT

There was a party...
I saw someone i havent seen or heard from in a long time.
She was with someone else (a boy), I was with someone else.
I dont really remember who i was with, but im pretty sure it was Emmanuel.

But we were on the 2nd floor, in like a ballroom.
Bright and super elegant.
We were both dressed in clothes you'd usually see us in.
Me in skinny jeans, shirt, and my black, ripped, and patched up jacket. (i need a new jacket)
Her with her ripped, sewn, also patched up skinny pants, some cheap punk band shirt, and her studded, patched jacket. Her hawk was up too.
She always looked homeless...even though she was half the time. :P
Everyone else was in a dress or suit, with a mask on.

We were passing by each other like we dont know one another the whole time.
Staring, hoping to catch each others eye.
(i hate that)
Being awkward...

::Huge part. Forgot what happened.::

Then it starts to rain.. (weird...its raining here right now.)
And i realized i was chained by foot attached with a heavy ball with the person i was with.
And she was chained with the person she was with...
The person she was with turned into a heavy set girl...I got worried. lol.

Everyone else's face went into a blur, except hers.
Then the floor starts to break...
There was a flood a floor under.
We all fall through, being dragged by the heavy steel ball.
She was dragged by the heavy set girl. ;-;

We finally hit water.
I saw her, being dragged down into a dark, deep, dirty, endless flooded area on the first floor..
I wanted to swim down for her, but Emmanuel swam up to save the both of us.
All i did was pray to god someone would save her.
I saw something underneath coming up, but i didnt see it.
I wonder what it was?
It looked like a huge finger lifting up to save her or something.
Ehh, God? O_o
haha...weird.

ANYWHO...

I finally reach surface.
Everything didn't matter though, but her.
I couldnt see her anywhere.
So i cried and cried, all drenched in water, curled into somewhat a ball.
I wanted to puke.

Then I see the heavy girl laying there, breathing like it was a huge fish outta the water.
haha.
So i crawled up to it and about a few feet away was the girl.
She was unconscious, not breathing.
All I thought about was her being dead.
I couldn't help but cry.
In my mind, I thought of doing cpr.
I couldnt do it, all i could do was hug her paralyzed body and just, cry.
It seemed like hours went by...
And I thought i heard a cough, but didnt bother to look up.
I just wanted to hold her tight.

I felt arms go around me.
She was alive.
She stared at me with the most sincere eyes.
She said,"I was testing you."
She smiled.
I cried some more.
She wanted to know how i felt.
And we gave each other the biggest hug, where it seemed like it was the best hug ever.
Then she said,"I love you..."
My auto response was,"I love you too"
But i got up a lil and looked at her with a questioning look...
And she says," ..as a friend....?"

I just smiled and hugged her some more.
Then i woke up.

Got a phone call from Taraaaa. <3333
Checked my myspace and BAM, a message from the girl in my dream.
And its raining out today.
Weird eh?
Bahaha... whatever.

It was just a dream.
Good.
I miss Melissa though.
But good things come to an end.
Sad how that happened.
Oh well... ^_^

That was like 3 years ago, so im way over that relationship.
She has a bf anyway, who shes practically going to marry.
And ive had 8347912435 gfs already after her.
Just thought id share a dream. :]
Yup...
That'd be alllll.

PEACE!

Ara <3

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 02:59:34 GMT

There's this girl.
She's right next to me.
She just got back from Fresno.
But shes leaving in an hour or so.
She's laying down on my bed napping before her flight back home.
Wanting to spend the very last minutes here with me.
I'm tired of crying for her.
For fucks sake.
I hate feelings...
And im growing some for this other girl.
I hope i don't get hurt.
I hope i don't hurt anyone else.
I seem like i always do.
I'm not worth to cry over for.
I just want January to come.
Spend about a week with her, just with her. <3
I don't care if we just lay in bed for a week.
Let's hope it happens.
Let's hope it works.
I wake up missing her.
I go to work missing her.
I go to sleep missing her.
It's weird....
Should i try to stop this?
:/
I get so jealous every time she talks about another girl.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just another girl to her.
Or do i just want to think that way in order to drop her?
I always look for flaws and reasons to do that.
I want to go through with it with her though.
I suck.
I don't know.

BLAH!
Fuck....
The girl next to me is waking up.
I have to go for now.
*sigh*
I miss the other girl...
I always do.

That's enough though.
I'm out.

Livejournal BS.

Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:37:22 GMT

Friends and public.

Yeah, some will be public, some will be friends only.
Why? Cus i feel like it.
k, thanks.

So add me, and ill add you back...maybe.
Just leave a comment. (which will be screened now. i hate how ppl are nosey and read each others shit.)

Also, a little warning...i barely go on this thing anymore.

But just do it, babies.
Ara <3

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 05:47:18 GMT

I love roaming around the city at 4am on long empty roads. Greatest feeling. <3

<3

HACKERS

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 10:25:48 GMT

UGH I HATE HACKERS!!!

Someone got through my AIM name BarbiesAutopsy and if you got an IM from him and asked you stupid questions or tell you stupid shit, then that wasnt me.

He also asked ppls phone numbers on there and DONT fucking give it away if you know for a fact i got it. Plus i think its obvious if it isnt me, i wont tell or ask anyone if "you would do me" out of the blue. Ugh. Someone also IMed me telling me that hes my stalker. And this fucker called my friend, and guess whos number we have now! Bastard theres a thing called caller id. DUH. Oh, and his name is Danny or Gary. UGH. I HATE MEN.

If you were one of the victims or want to play games with him call him...7024451794 or 7024601528.

Hopefully he wont get on my name anymore, i changed my password and stuff. So yeah, if someone IMs you and its all suspicious like, tell me through here or Myspace.

Thanks and FUCK YOU HACKER/STALKER/FAKER/PERVERT.
Ugh. He prolly cant get any, thats why he had to go through my friends. What a loser. Fag.

Later,
Ara < 3

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 06:55:11 GMT

My fucking computers been broken. -cries- I might be getting a new one soon though. -_- Hopefully.

Well, ill try to keep going on as much as possible....haha.

Later negros. Love love. <3

Ara

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MY COMPUTERS ALIVE AGAIN! BUT YOU HAVE TO ADD ME TO READ MY SHIT. DUH!

CIAO HO'S,
ARA DOLL <3

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 09:38:59 GMT

SO MANY ANNOYING PEOPLE. So MANY ANNOYING THINGS. I think you'll agree with some.

Things that annoy me.

-When people dont fucking listen when i try to help.
-The fact im always "sorry" and the person still doesnt believe i care.
-When Emmanuel says hes gonna go fucking straight.
-When people ditch me for someone else, after saying, "No one will come between our friendships. No bitches nor assholes"
-Being the odd person out, and ignored in a group date. (STOP INVITING ME!)
-When love breaks and shatters.
-When I fight with someone I care. (I hate fighting with people I love)
-When you know couples are near an end.
-When you're confused about a relationship/friendship.
-When people watch you from afar. (Stalkers)
-When people say they'll call, but dont. I FUCKING WAIT EVERYTIME SOMEONE DOES THAT.
-When someone hits on someone im going out with.
-When guys ask me when im gonna go straight or at least bi for them. (DUMBASSES)
-When people get bitchy at me.
-When people dont have a fucking clue that i want to be left alone and continuously bug the shit out of me.
-When the person im going out with is mad, sad, or both. (Its saying that im not making them happy. -_-)
-When people CHEAT on people.
-When people LIE about stuff.
-When the person you're with doesnt show they care.
-Odd silence between people.
-When people have ugly nasty skin.
-When people dont pluck their eyebrows and dont wash their hair.
-Hell, people who dont groom nor clean themselves.
-Obesity kills. And if you're obese, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, dont wear tight clothing.
-NIGGERS. Just cus you were slaves, doesnt mean we respect you. You were just lucky that their were people speaking for your black ass' freedom. NOW GO PICK SOME COTTON, FUCKING NASTY, OILY SHIT.
-People with bad make-up and/or clothing.
-When people try too hard.
-When gorgeous people have fucked up attitudes. (That just makes you fucking ugly to me)
-People who bitch about other peoples music or how they dress before they meet the person.
-When people say "poser" to other people.
-Gaysians. >.< I must kill them!
-When some people dont respect their parent(s), when they work hard for them. But if they're asses, i understand.
-MY DAD. ASSHOLE.
-Public affection annoys me. (GET A DAMN ROOM)
-My dad's side of the fucking family. ERRRRR!
-Homophobia, but whatever.
-The fact that Nevada is trying to legalize marijuana and make gay marraiges illegal. (IDIOTS)
-Having no money for shows.
-When I fail on something.
-When Im negative about things.
-Stupid guys trying to be fucking hardshit but sing or act like little girls.
-When people stare.
-People in Durango HS.
-When im sad.
-When i cry.
-Drama is stupid.
-Oteps Alliance of Defiance tour cus they arent coming here! -cries-
-When people arent open about some things in a relationship.
-Drug Abuse.
-WHEN NO ONE APPRECIATES ME FOR DOING SO MUCH. (Is it nothing at all to you?)
-Typing things that annoy me.....annoys me.

...EHH, too much shit. I have more, but its late. Those are some things that bug the shit out me though, and they arent in any particular order. But my NUMBER ONE annoying shit is that I sometimes cant be there when someone needs me. But hell, who's there for me? Not a lot, and when i need help, no ones available. NO ONE. Whatever.

I hate caring, especially to the ones that dont show they care for me, cus yeah, do they really care at all?

BLAH BLAH BLAH. Kiss my ass.

Ara <3

GOBBLE GOBBLE

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 17:11:47 GMT

Mmmmk...Turkey Day was alright yesterday. Went to Gaysian Central (Orleans) with Jo and Ista, the only kickass cousins i have. There was nothing to do.

I got a new cell phone...my dad, suprisingy, gave me one...WOW. So CALL ME! ^_^

Anyway, theres nothing to really talk about, cus its boring yet again. BLAH...i want coffee again, and i want one of those 50 cent sticky hands...they're so kool. >.<

OH YEAH...Jo, Ista, and I are trying to gather 100 sum bucks for all 3 of us to get goggles, so if you have money...PITCH IN TO THE POOR!!

We've been going around our houses looking for coins and found a lot...but it isnt enough. We only have about 45 bucks all together needing about 57-58 bucks more. DONATE! :D

Ara

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 06:32:37 GMT

Saving money up for Melissa and breaking up with her pays off after all. I got the money to buy whatever the hell i want. well, Im broke now though cus i bought hair from Jo...but its still rules.

We decided to buy synth hair and goggles and whatever together. Ahahah....Man, so much money to spend, so many things we want. All for clothes mostly. ^.^

I want coffee....

I need to burp...

I need sleep...

I need money...

I hate you...

Whatever...

Im bored...

Ara X!!!

YEAH MAN!

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 00:23:35 GMT

hmmm Melissa = </3 ...IM SINGLE AGAIN!! (AND IM HERE 2 TAKE HER N RAPE HER!!-JAIME) lol. Shes here at my home again....yay....-sigh- lol. Yup...Today i ditched school. Mary Jane and I hung with Cindy for awhile, then Mary Jane and I went to New York New York to ride the roller coaster, we rode these horse rides which was like sex lol, then uhh ate somewhere, went to gamewerks, and then to the m&m world....we did too much. We went back to school when the bell rung...Dan gave us a ride. THEN i come home having Jaime wait for me outside my door. <3 <3 Jaime <3 YOU RULE!! Ms. Crazy Muff Diver and Ms. Pony Pony Princess

crazy stuff

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 06:59:37 GMT

YO YO YO....this is Ara and Jaime, the fucking fag bitches of las vegas, nv. WHUT WHUT!!! HAHAHA. FUUUUCK YOUUUU!!

ANYWAY. I cut my hair on Wednesday, thats all. Thursday i found 20 bucks. I hung with Emmanuel, Ista, Jo Jo, and Jesse. (I WANTED TO GO!!-JAIME) We went to gold coast...left right away. Then went around Caesars Palace. Fun Fun.

Yesterday, i did absolutely nothing but sleep and whatever (I CALLED HER ASS. I TOLD HER HOW I WNATED TO RAPE HER!-JAIME). Lol.

Today, Mike and John came with the one and only JAIME!!! woohoo (I FUCKIN RULE U!-JAIME) We hung out just doing whatever the fuck, skanking and just fighting. They left after we ate the burnt fries we tried cooking, JAIME is still here though, because shes rad like that.

WE BOTH LOVE YOU ALL!

WE JUST LIED....HAHA!

Ara (Ms. Crazy Muff Diver) and Jaime (Ms. Pony Pony Princess)

Hair hair hair!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 18:22:21 GMT

I like hair, and if you know me well enough, you know i just have to change my hair constantly. And this time, its gonna contain a lot of cutting. OH BOY! I want something KIND OF like this...

...Alaine from the Devotchkas.

My hair color is gonna be purple and black still and my bangs is still gonna be a widows peak. I cant wait to cut it...Yay!

Anyway, you know what i realized? Everyones relationships are DYING...if not something with family or just friends.
Its scary...mines cying too. EHHH FUCKING RELATIONSHIPS...GIRLS ARE COMPLICATING.

Bleh! Later.

Ara

Shiddy Wok...our Katakana Resutoraan

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 23:19:20 GMT

So i had this puppet show in Japanese yesterday. It was funny. We used my barbies and spider-man. My barbie was a lesbian drunk, Winston with the horny spider-man, Christina was the molested one, and Hillary was the waitress who was naked. HAH.It was hilarious...my teacher didnt care and thought it was hella funny. Haha...Mr. Thompsons kool.

Oh yeah, Mr. Thompson played X while we did our little performance...i kept yelling out X! It was great.

I have hot barbies. :D

Ara

Halloween

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 16:36:44 GMT

MORNING: Mary Jane comes over...my whole family plus Mary Jane leaves to go to a resturaunt...i hate my family...my cousins were kool though.

AFTERNOON: Hung out in my room doing my brother and sisters make up...did my make-up...Emmanuel and Cindy comes over...we do his make up and his hair for a bajillion hours...hung out more...walked around the neigherborhood.

NIGHT (part 1): Took kids trick or treating...went around yelling in circles...step on dog dung (emmanuel did...haha that loser)...i find a box with 100 video tapes for free in from of the office...we run off with the whole box...i now have mary poppins...yay...We all got movies and gave the rest away to little children.

NIGHT (part 2): We leave to go to the show...Got there once Bodom started...saw people i knew...too many hxc fucks...everyone got high besides me...left after fear factory...waited for Mary Janes friend...me and emmanuel ditched them all and went to hang out at the strip for a bit...we leave.

Morning (12 am): Went to robertos...hung out being stupid and stuff...went home...watched movies...took both of us 10 hours to take our make-up off...well maybe 5 hours for me...fell asleep for like 2 hours...wake up at 7 this morning...and now we're here on the computer. YUP.

Ppl yesterday were pissing me off though...FUCK YOU GUYS, seriously. Annoying as fuck.

HAPPY HALLOWS EVE!

X!

Ara

SO ASIAN

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 20:19:56 GMT

!X!

The Asian Crew, BIATCHES!!

Jo Jo, Jesse, Ista, and Charlene.

Woooo! We rule you. Hah.

-Ara-

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 01:17:35 GMT

Hmmm. Life is a bitch. I went crazy for like 2 days. I fucking hate this shit. My dad hit me, my mom doesnt care about me. I feel so alone. And the time i needed someone, no ones there. FUCK ALL OF YOU.

Heh, Melissa cried. She felt bad that she didnt get to talk to me while i was feeling the shittyness. <3 Thank You for fucking caring. I love you so much, you fucking bitch.

I want to leave my home.

BUNCH OF BULLSHIT.

Oh yeah Dan was kind enough to get me a patch from the show last night cus i didnt get to go. I saw Felicia, havent seen her in ages. That was kool. Matt was there too. They all came by my home after the show. I felt pretty special....kinda. Hah.

-HomicideFUCK, Ara

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 06:58:48 GMT

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO THE MOTHER FUCKING OLD WHORE, JO JO. Haha, i feel bad for you....-cough- Hah. You know i love you.

Hmm im bored and there were cops outside, flashing their damn lights. ANNOYING! They're so gay.

Man i owe Melissa 2,360 today plus 40 tomorrow. If you dont know what im talking about then too bad...ask me? Damn her for smoking 40 ciggs a day. Oh well, it'll be fun while it lasts. <3

Hah, we had a serious talk earlier about our relationship. Shes so understanding and shes soo fucking willing to do anything. Damn, the conversation we had made me love her even more.

Melissa's GOD and you guys need to bow down to a god with a mohawk. DO IT. Hah. Fucking stupid rad-ass bitch.

Emmanual and I are just....GAY. We're the GAY DUO! And we rule all the gay duos? I dont know.

I have a physics test tomorrow and i need to study...im to lazy though. i suck.

<3 Melissa & Emmanuel <3

The whore...Ara

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 06:07:14 GMT

MARY JANES 17th BIRTHDAY!!! I got her a prey mantis....or however the fuck you spell that. His name was Pedro. His lover was the Mary Janes little toy donkey named Pablo. FUCK OFF.

It was an interesting day. Got a LIL drunk. Saw Jesus and many other people at the mall. I saw Dianne on the bus, also a guy who raised his arms up and killed half of the people on the bus. GROSS. Too much shit happened. Dont want to type anymore.....so fucking lazy.....FUCK YOU....and your mom.

.....a lot of shit happened to me but im not typing the shit...just todays shit...yup.

OH YEAH, we had a condom during lunch and i filled it with water and we threw at the fat cat looking girl. FUNNY SHIT...HHAHHAHA!!! Stupid bitch.

I love.....MELISSA (my bitchface) ^.^

-salutes-
slutWHORE (Ara)

IT BURNS

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 05:47:09 GMT

Man...my hand hurts. I carved in Melissa's name on my hand.

How i love that whore. She makes me so damn happy. But anyway, yeah, it looks like i drew it on, but yeah its not ink...ok maybe it is, cus i put ink after i cut it open. Heh, oh well.

Mucho love to Melissa and Emmanuel. <3

AHHHHHHHHHH FUCK!!!

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 17:28:14 GMT

I FUCKING BROKE MY CELL PHONE. I threw it. hehe. FUCK OFF. People who has that number, dont call it anymore, its dead, its 6 feet under, it kicked the bucket, i hate it.

~X~DAMN!!! I might be moving next week to fucking GEORGIA! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! This is BULLSHIT. I thought i talked my mom out of moving but noooo my dad has to be a dumb fucking asshole again and fought with her! And the fight was fucking bad. Broken glass were scattered around the damn floor. AND he fucking takes his anger out on me too! WHAT THE HELL. ERR. I FUCKING HATE STUPID FUCKS LIKE HIM.~X~

Melissa's fucking grounded too, she got caught ditching. And shes making things worse cus she got suspended yesterday, cus she punched some asian kid. DAMN IT ALL. I miss her. FUCKING HELL.

NOTE: ALL ASIAN KIDS ARE STUPID. Except Ara. (Melissa said it, not me)

!!!!WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE PISSING ME THE FUCK OFF!?!?! YOU FUCKERS ARE LAME!!!!!!

ATTENTION: Im gonna hella miss everyone. I fucking love Melissa, Emmanuel, Mary Jane, Nalani, and my cousins Jo jo, and Ista. DAMN IT! I fucking wish we end up not moving, that'd be badass. ARGH! <33333333

Ara (The only kool Asian.)

SIIIIICK!

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 06:38:10 GMT

Ok, i went to watch the Resident Evil 2 movie. HELLA GOOD. SUCH HOT CHICKS. I fell in love. Anyway Cindy, Dan, Kathy, Jessica, Emmanuel, and some other ppl went. It was fun. Then everyone besides Dan and some chick, i forgot her name, hung out at my house. BLAH.

DUUUDE, look at this sick shiiiit.

I just now realized that my barbie dollies are lesbians just like me. Aint that awesome?! lol. FUCK ME BITCH. Emmanuel says its me and Melissa. Cus im Melissa's nigger bitch slave. (inside joke) And yeah, im the one who's tied up. Hah.

I love Melissa and Emmanuel. <3 Such great people.

Ara

PICTURES!!!!

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 17:23:44 GMT

The lovely bitchface. <3

She branded herself with my name. She burnt it on. Crazy bitch.

LOOK. Me and Emmanuel. <3

My Barbies rules your face.

Dude, my barbie has a mohawk. Its the Melissa Doll. HAHA. AND ITS A PERV JUST LIKE HER TOO. fucking cunt. lol

MAN, the other day Mary Jane and I were playing with dead birds, and its funny, cus Melissa was playing with a pigeon other day too, but it was crippled instead of dead.

I love my Bitchface. I love my Fag. I love my Straight Wife. And I love the Nan. They all fuckin rule. I love some of you people too. i think. hah. <3 FUCK YOU.

LA LA LA

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 19:50:46 GMT

Damn damn damn. Im seriously in love with someone. GOD DAMN IT. Not most likely to ever happen to me. HELP ME!! NO WAIT DONT. Shes probably the most amazing person to me. I know this may sound korny but i think shes my soulmate. SERIOUSLY. SHIT. AHH. We plan to marry. HAH. Stupid cunt. Yeah. BOOOO. People with the same sex cant marry. BOO. DIE BUSH DIE! I want her and her sheep mating calls. I love her. THAT BITCH.

Hmm i want to be with my fag forever too. Hes the only person i can tell every single god damn thing to, well besides my bitchface. Hes always there for me. Id marry him too, just for him to get a damn green card. FUCKING BORDER HOPPER. I love him. FUCKING ASSHOLE. HE RULES. We're the GAY DUO. BE JEALUOS. Im kidding. Well, not really. FUCK YOU.

WIPE YOUR ASS. You forgot a spot after you did number 2. NASTY FUCK.

<3

Melissa and Emmanuel.

-salutes-
Ara